Distraction

I've been fine.
Better than ever.
It's been months
Since I crashed.

Almost years
Since I've see
A proper 
Breakdown.

I realized
For a while
He had been
My distraction.

He was a negative charge
Taking on all of mine;
I kept the positive.
Is that why I held on
Longer than I should have?

Now I come crashing,
The world falling in.
The momentary distraction
Forever out of reach.

The emotions intensify
And I wish they would stop.
I fear getting close
To the point of giving up.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2023

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Rodrigues Avatar
November 20, 2023 at 6:57 AM
Interesting lines for me: I kept the positive. Is that why I held on Longer than I should have? If this is about you, I pray you don’t give up or crash. Hugs ~ Kim
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