Distant

Major distraction powerful confusion innovative woven tapestry vivid words non-spoken sensual conveying sense of disorientation discomforted spiritual turmoil imaginary imagination being lost and disconnected from myself in retrospect my amnesia has no recollection there's no consciousness denial I have a headache my brains on fire my stomach aches my soul is on fire my thoughts are scattered I'm lost in my own forest if not for my light of clarity at not memory like drops of rain fall to the ground splashes forming a puddle a stream trickling down the sidewalk off the curb to the sewer drain I remain tangent lost and disconnected for my own memories and identity fire fire so I ache with intensity of the emotional physical pain fragmented and disjoint nature thoughts and emotions forgotten and forgiven struggling to find my foot amidst the steps of my inner turmoil