Dissapointment

I'm going to make you proud is what i told my dad as i headed to the coast with the dreams of most i came up here with a dream i had but i did not fulfill that dream and for that i am sorry dad instead of focusing on school i thought i would be cool do what everyone else did now i am pregnant i wanted so much to make you proud of me dad but i see i disappointed you i made you really sad i don't know what to say for myself i am so ashamed its time to face the facts and stop playing games now all i can think of is what am i going to do he said I'm here and i'm going to stick by you but daddy i don't believe that is really true we are both still young and got a whole life ahead you told me you made this mess now you have to lie in your bed i know i am stupid for what i did and now all i can think is should i have an abortion or should i keep the kid? daddy i hope you will love me with whatever decision i make because i know either way this is all hard to take i know i have disappointed you but please don't write me off you mean everything to me daddy you are my rock