Disorientated Soul

Few times I realise hard was life. Everytime I woke I think about what is left for me. Most the time the meaning of life has unfold. Where is my sulvation. Did I ever do right with words or meaning. I've lived my life fearlessly. But now I hate to someone being hurt. Did wrath me created a monster. What does tomorrow holds for me. Will ever survive the future. Is what happens when you grow up. Does being an adult so hard. I don't expect things to turn out this bad. Lord find me, my heart and soul deserve your peace The life we live is tough. Our days in this earth are numbered. Humorous how we live our lives. Never think that we just passing by. All I wanted was to be a great leader. But I turned out to be wrath of man. Let tomorrow be lightened with possibilities. Lay my soul when I'm doing my part. May I live forever on hearts who trusted me. Not counting how many I've have wronged. Let my Blessings follow me into my eternity. May I be amongst those have faith in your name. Life and time is never Promised.