Disillusioned

The words I write are what I want to say, but cannot My mind is scrambled with thoughts I write them to ease my pain Anger sits deep within my memory Blackening my heart of love to hate The actions you play are read clearly in my eyes No words are needed for your betrayal You have no regrets for the actions you played How can I forgive and yet try to forget I cannot change how you hurt me in the past But I will change how my heart feels about you I will not let you hurt me again You have pulled my heart strings for too long The fog has been lifted from my mind Your hurtful games will come back to you Do not ask for help, my hands will not reach out My smile will show what you have done You will always be in my memory I walk away from you; my mind and heart are one