Disentergration

I can feel it ripping.... I try and I fail. Over and over again. my hearts distentegrating. my feelings along with it. But it doesn't matter. they never mattered anyway. I always hoped one day you would feel the same. I was wrong, I'm just to different I guess you could say. I feel the lighter strong, as it is pressed against my skin. If my love doesn't burn hot enough. Maybe my body and soul will....