Disconnected Feelings

Im giving up im not looking back love is what i lack im standing still im letting go of everything i no my pain is real its not pretend because of you i lost a friend i wish that everything was how it was before when i was in love and my heart didnt hurt anymore i no longer feel what once felt real my broken heart will never heal relationships destroyed and burned another lesson that i have learned everything end the same it leaves me suffering in pain in my heart paths are crossed in my head thoughts are lost secretly i cry alone and all because of thoughts unknown my worst fear is being rejected just to know that i got missdirected but ill never know. -Spencer Coggsdale