Disappointment Towards Me

How much it wounds my heart to know you are disappointed at me. Even when you know my heart soaked in sorrowness. My beloved mother never told me those words and you think you have the right to judge me without knowing the pain i bare. God doesn't punish but does love without limits Its not my fault Im imperfect and cant meet the high expectations of others. If my goal was to keep everyone else happy then what kind of life would that be? I am a deception to you and i don't expect to be perfection to others. It hurts to know someone you love has stopped believe in the value you posses. It wounds my soul to put value to his words of scaring judgement. My mind and heart are full of mixed emotions. I forgive his stubbornness and those who judge me. The way i see it is there is a time were a person cant not meet the standards of others in which mercy with forgiveness is not shown.