Dilate My Eyes

Since your up and leaving
I’ve been heavy bleeding.
Take this restless heaving 
And recycle everything of mine
I gave to you that held meaning.

Disassemble these arms 
That have clung to you.
They have done nothing but weep,
So distance your name from mine.

Call me when you’re back in town
So I can dilate my eyes and hide from you.
Your gaze is too piercing,
And your body is too beautiful to me
So I can’t bear to look.

Don’t tell me when you’re gone.
Why should I have to suffer your leave?
For the seventh time, with the flashbacks.
Take your time here but leave me lonely
Unless you mean it, unless you’re ready to want me.

It will soon reach a decade passing,
Like distilled water standing 
Still in its same bottle.
I am the water marinating
In the reminders of you. 
Choosing suffering, and choosing 
My own suffocation by not moving on.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2026

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