Digging for Daylight

This utter silence is stone cold
There's no gaze upon the sinner
This hell has got a wicked hold
And it feels just like a winter

When I fought the darkest demons
I just fought them empty-handed
I pushed through all doubt and reason
And I nearly couldn't bear it

Why would you still demand of me
To bend my shattered knee again
Without attending to my needs
Or is it fine to just pretend

I suppose you'll answer one day
While I'm digging for some daylight
I'll be gripping all these questions
While I'm begging you for insight

Are you even up there waiting
Could you even hate me asking
Or for choosing to just let go
Of a life that's everlasting

By accepting to wield my sword
I choose to carry my own weight
I'll start to reshape my own world
While carving out a better fate
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Agustin Avatar
March 27, 2025 at 2:21 AM
Thanks for sharing this... exposing your thoughts through your unique poetic style. Welcome to Poetry Soup. I welcome you with the love of the Lord, expressed by John 3:16 of the Bible, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." Be blessed.
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