Diary of a Tormented House Wife

As usual the night passed in agony Since in our relationship no longer resides harmony The demon that suddenly took over him I have no idea Just suddenly he turned my best and favorite source of sorrow All I wanted was to be alone After all, pain is better enjoyed alone But he will never let me be alone Sudden drop he has caused my hormone That in the other room I no longer moan His footsteps has become a terror to my heartbeat A condition my body, soul and spirit no longer understand a bit Is he coming to beat? Is he coming to rape? Or is he coming to torture as usual Nothing between us is no longer mutual Suddenly the happy home has turned my prison In my matrimonial home I have no freedom Was it a sin to have said YES? Very funny how silence is now more comfortable in our house Everyday depression swallows me the way I am forced to swallow him Every minute of being alive was a torture Escape was found nowhere but in death And to do that suicide was the only option After all, there are no children to mourn my demise Perhaps the reason for the cruelty And so I am going for my only and last option - Suicide On this note I say, good bye world!