Diary of a Tormented House Wife

As usual the night passed in agony 
Since in our relationship no longer resides harmony 
The demon that suddenly took over him I have no idea
Just suddenly he turned my best and favorite source of sorrow
All I wanted was to be alone
After all, pain is better enjoyed alone
But he will never let me be alone
Sudden drop he has caused my hormone
That in the other room I no longer moan
His footsteps has become a terror to my heartbeat 
A condition my body, soul and spirit no longer understand a bit
Is he coming to beat?
Is he coming to rape?
Or is he coming to torture as usual
Nothing between us is no longer mutual
Suddenly the happy home has turned my prison
In my matrimonial home I have no freedom
Was it a sin to have said YES?
Very funny how silence is now more comfortable in our house
Everyday depression swallows me the way I am forced to swallow him
Every minute of being alive was a torture
Escape was found nowhere but in death
And to do that suicide was the only option 
After all, there are no children to mourn my demise
Perhaps the reason for the cruelty
And so I am going for my only and last option - Suicide
On this note I say, good bye world!

Copyright © | Year Posted 2019



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