Diagnosis

Feeling so dark down there like in a grave, when today I discovered a new devastation, The loss of my memory. I might detest those who have more than me, being in a world where everyone is supposed to be equal? why me? This disease reminded me of my mortality. How I would have loved All things to pass? Only to remain as they used to be In my past. Now I only remember things long ago better than yesterday, I will try, it will keep me going. But, there will be no light at the end of my tunnel, unfortunately, Darkness will possess my thoughts. That is the story of my time In this life. Time for me is incurable it could never be redeemed of all losses, everything is so hectic right now, having no choice even to escape towards a different path. Sometimes it's hard to do the right things knowing my end is here, today, as yesterday is gone, Tomorrow maybe. How I wish I could go back and change My history, But today it's too late For an apology. As knowing, I could never fix what already had happened In my past. Those were my dark thoughts Tonight. Confession was good For my soul. Terry. 7/8/2016