Destructively Kind

For as long as I can remember, I have felt misplaced Yearning for acceptance, but also no desire to be embraced My biggest wish is to give all of me To empty my heart for all to see To feel pain and agony I carry my heart on my sleeve Exposed, even to those who deceive Why do I feel so intensely? Why do I crave misery immensely? I know I bring happiness to some I fear my good deeds will come undone Never satisfied, Always unjustified.