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Despicable Me

I should be mad at you
I should be upset
I should just walk away
And say, “To hell with it!”

I should lock that door
I should throw away the key
I should be contemptuous
Oh, but that isn't me

Instead I make excuses
For what you do and say
I try to see the good in you
And love you through the day

I forget past transgressions
I come back to your arms
I forget all the ugliness
And I revel in your charms

I should just walk away
I should make you learn
But oh, that just isn't me
Instead I burn and yearn

Well, try not to worry
When I’m all bruised and torn
I’ll only have myself to blame
For to you my love I've sworn.

I am full of self-loathing
For my blind eyes cannot see
Anything but your beauty
Oh…..despicable me!

Eileen Manassian Ghali

Copyright © Eileen Manassian | Year Posted 2013

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Connie Gildersleeve Date: 5/15/2013 7:06:00 PM If you really care for someone a blind eye is needed sometimes, but you must gift yourself with lots of love. Always be true to yourself. Great Poem Eileen. Warm Smiles, Connie Login to Reply Eileen Manassian Date: 5/15/2013 11:49:00 PM Ah...warm smiles warm hearts! Thanks you for the post, my dear. You've made me happy!

Richard D Seal Date: 5/15/2013 6:29:00 PM I always say thank you for that dinner, thank you for ironing my shirt, thank you for being my secretary last night ha ha, and I always ask hows your day been. Great write on human frailty. Take care, Richard Login to Reply Eileen Manassian Date: 5/15/2013 11:49:00 PM Aren't you a good boy, Richard!!! Auntie is proud of you! Wifie must be thrilled with such a polite and caring husband...OH....so it's the secretary bit that got you? ;) Well....to each his own fantasy. Have a good night, Richard. Try being a sultan. ;)

Donna Jones Date: 5/15/2013 5:27:00 PM I think we may really be blood related!!!! Sounds like an echo...great poem Login to Reply Eileen Manassian Date: 5/15/2013 5:32:00 PM :) Oh MD...what a sweet thing to say!

Guru Jad Date: 5/15/2013 4:46:00 PM Oh... beautiful you! Oh... amazing you! Oh... how great you are! .... There are no words to describe your charming soul!! You need to love your self to the maximum for having such a beautiful mind!! Login to Reply Eileen Manassian Date: 5/15/2013 4:52:00 PM Oh WOW! How kind you are to me, my dear! Thank you for lifting up my spirits! I do so appreciate it. Hugs! :)

Russell Sivey Date: 5/15/2013 3:33:00 PM This is so wonderful, and so accurate of many of our lives, at least mine in part! I believe we all show a part of this for our loved ones! We love so much that we allow ourselves to take the blunt of the problems to shield our loved ones, some people this way more than others! I really enjoyed reading this incredible poem this evening! What a beautiful piece, such Great Work!! Login to Reply Eileen Manassian Date: 5/15/2013 3:45:00 PM Thanks, Russell. Glad to hear from you. Yes...we do sometimes and then we remember...we aren't perfect either! :) Thanks for the visit.