Depression Diary

It's so much better when I'm asleep, cause I don't have to feel. When I'm awake again knowing all the problems are real. I wish the pain was not so deep, and poisoning my mind. Expression of feeling and crying, a ghost that follows behind. My sadness is overwhelming and needs a place to go. People expect you to be strong and feelings to not show. I am blessed with what I have, and to that I hold very dear. I will always be grateful for those in my life that are so close and near. A new year is approaching and denotes a new chapter for all. For me its the beginning of another dark place, the writing is on the wall. My only hope is to stay strong within and carry on every day. Maybe in time the sadness will eventually drift away. Thankyou to those who care, and carry me along. I can only try and keep the faith and make myself more strong. I send my love to those that know that this relates to you. Also for those that care and hold those that need to be carried too. Be kind to those that need the strength, including myself to help others. Keep in mind that it can be anyone in need, not just those tired mothers. Maryanne.x