Depression

Depressed I don't know why but a strong feeling of depression has come over me, Maybe because I'm forced to reality, Feeling lonely without my son, Unable to enjoy my break and have fun, Also the intense pain of the realization a drug means more then I do, Is a heart breaking fact that's heart breaking but true, Or could it be the fact I work hard to be treated unfair, Making me want to quit just through my hands in the air, This hit me hard and shattered my heart, These are reason why from the world I wanted to be apart, Scared I might drowned in my own silent tears, Consumed by the thought of living my greatest fears, So as I sit here alone and cold, thinking The answer to my depression was told,