Depression 3:44

Depression overrules my mental during the most blindsided times Smile on social media but I’m crying inside Work hard everyday but I really miss Crime When I was a dealer everyone was around No more jumping around making music I felt like a clown I don’t know my true purpose in life For that reason I’m depressed now You can never notice my trauma in Public I feel conscious for nothing You don’t know I’m intoxicated Please tell me you love me I love hard Especially to the people that’s untrustworthy For that reason I’m depressed now Adopted as a child with 4 different family trees But who favorite cousin am I If no one checks on me Does my intellectual vernacular make me not welcome in the streets I could’ve killed people as well but I had work to do The most beautiful women replace the role of my deceased mother Mainly because I just need a hug The thugs clown me because I hang with Caucasian’s at the pub I would like to cry in the tub but I have a shower So for hours I’m drenched like a dog Just a powerless coward For that reason I’m depressed now I hate having scoliosis I can’t hide it Sometimes it blocks my focus I took control of my insecurities by becoming a narcissistic womanizer It shouldn’t be surprising Beautiful women are my cover up Do I want a wife or just someone to cuddle up Show you in public but I need so much more I need someone who likes picnics and double stacked s’mores I’m attached to people who really isn’t down For that reason I’m depressed now I had nothing and people became satisfied with it I made rash decisions in order to make my grind sufficient Why did everyone leave me when I didn’t have a penny Get rich or die trying the motto of 50 For that reason I’m depressed now