Depression
I miss her
She was all mine
But I let stupidity take control
And now I will pay my toll
I am a fool
For letting her go
But I deserve this
You reap what you sow
She was perfect
One hundred percent worth it
But now she is gone
And all I can do is move along
I sit at this bar tonight and drink away my worries
I want to get so trashed I can not remember a thing
Not even the day I had bought her the ring
Alcohol poisoning is not a problem
At this point I really do not care
Life just is not fair
I wish I can hit rewind
And go back to before I had met her
So beautiful like the streets of Venice
When I was a witness
To her personality and charm
And I stood so alarmed
Hand in hand we used to stroll
To each other we were all that mattered
But now you claim that your life I hath shattered
That night I did something unforgivable
I gave another girl a kiss
Now you I will forever miss
I deserve all of this
I hope one day I can be forgiven
Because right now this life is not worth livin
I will wait and hope for you to return
Because over the past four years I learn
I learned that I can never take you for granted
I loved you
I hold this evidence to be true
This ring on my finger will linger
I have yet to take it off since that day
When you simply walked away
But now all I want is to see
Your charm, grace, and elegance
You set me free
But now that we have said goodbye
I lay awake and cry
And tonight I deserve to die
(On my myspace also)
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-Matthan C. Atherton
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