Depression

I miss her She was all mine But I let stupidity take control And now I will pay my toll I am a fool For letting her go But I deserve this You reap what you sow She was perfect One hundred percent worth it But now she is gone And all I can do is move along I sit at this bar tonight and drink away my worries I want to get so trashed I can not remember a thing Not even the day I had bought her the ring Alcohol poisoning is not a problem At this point I really do not care Life just is not fair I wish I can hit rewind And go back to before I had met her So beautiful like the streets of Venice When I was a witness To her personality and charm And I stood so alarmed Hand in hand we used to stroll To each other we were all that mattered But now you claim that your life I hath shattered That night I did something unforgivable I gave another girl a kiss Now you I will forever miss I deserve all of this I hope one day I can be forgiven Because right now this life is not worth livin I will wait and hope for you to return Because over the past four years I learn I learned that I can never take you for granted I loved you I hold this evidence to be true This ring on my finger will linger I have yet to take it off since that day When you simply walked away But now all I want is to see Your charm, grace, and elegance You set me free But now that we have said goodbye I lay awake and cry And tonight I deserve to die (On my myspace also) Copyright 2009 All rights reserved -Matthan C. Atherton