Depression

Nobody understanands why? Feels like im living in a big lie
Things never can be sane, I wish i can just end it all release this pain.
I'm feeling drained, maybe I can run away, away from all the hurt 
what i feel everyday it dissappoints, It feels so dark what a place 
Feel like the walls are closing in and im in a tight place overly confused,
and fraustrated. So feeling like hell what i got to lose!
Sounds of the rain falling down
 why can't i just have all my family, my love ones around 
As the tears keep dropping down my face
I feel like im losing all my faith
Friends what are those? I express what i feel and i watched them door close.
Now im all alone, Now i got my daddy he's always had me
We pray, we cry he's my biggest fan my real family.
Now my husband to be I got him too
We fuss, we cuss at times at one another this man here
will fight with me all the way through my solemate, Yes! his love is true.
My bestfriend to the end, the world we will rule
Didn't think the people who meant the most to me could be so cruel.
Depression is a mental disease that nobody will believe.
It's real and will kill, and still im fighting but now i just dont know what's real
My world has fell apart and don't know where to start.
To become a better me then yesterday, it's hard and NO! stop asking
I'm not o.k. Love and support goes a long way,
Instead of making a person feel they are in the way.This explains my day! Ok
Copyright © | Year Posted 2022


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