Depression

I'm suffering from depression I'm really feeling down I'm suffering from depression I need to write this down They say that I should see a doc To tell me that I'm ill They say that I should see a doc And get from him a pill But then the questions start to come why do you feel this way? Get it in your stupid head I don't wish to flipping say! I don't remember it's been so long since I last laughed and joked and why should I care anyway being prodded and being poked It seems that life just gets too hard to hard for me to cope but I'm not supposed to talk of it being a grown up bloke I lock myself inside my shell and throw away the key I lock myself inside my shell not wanting to be free. Sometimes I think about a bridge and standing on the edge sometimes I think about a bridge a picture in my head would I jump or be too scared my mind spins like a reel would it end all this numbness and emptiness I feel