Departure

This hurts to much i start to cry my life seems so help less you cant even imagine what i have been through i cry almost every every night my heart achs so much just take the knife and cut my wrists make the pain all go away. you dont understand i was raped once and it hurt like hell i had no support once so ever and i was used twice just please i ask you take that knife and take my life i cant bear to see another day. it hurts like hell telling you the truth i cant belive that i am still here but the only reason i stick around is cause i found my one true love that makes my heart fell all better again, he loves me so much he would kill for me i dont understand i love him so much but some reason i always end up hurting him in away thati thought was not possible.