Defining Moment

Poem Defining Moment Up on a pedestal fallen from disgrace wounded words physical emotionally Drained shouts echoing walls closing in to tired to defend self storage full of Long over due un resolved issues tightly locked away fits pounding frustration Clouding the mind angered filled the room to fast to assume the worst has accrued Words not taken back can’t come back from were you never left no more silence Tiredly constantly attacked for different agendas not seeing the full picture Tired of the same roll play played over and over not one to do over moving on Might stay but not fully once broken no super glue can reattach the years of hidden Damaged always having to put a front as all is well when deep down what suppose To make you strong is wrongly misconstrued tired of being tired it hurts the most When you know your not about the pity nonsense fired up always having to defend Self integrity to old tired of the same past tension having the glass always half empty Done with none other than my self respect for me my self and I fully giving what was Never fully returned I am always owed one way or another something I most come To terms with at a much later time must focus on the emotional fiscal responsibility That plague me not easily said then done but Achievable By Mirian Parrilla