Deeper

deeper i fall into your web of deceit,tangled in all the lies i feed myself..love? weak for needing this,my addiction is affection and ive destroyed my self for you..consuming me! slowly evaporating my soul, crimson tides of lonelyness crash upon me,emptying its self in me untill it washes me clean...regret doesnt even begin to cover the sorrow silintly caked across my mind..i resent my memory for remembering your touch..i dont think i'll ever truely get over you because everytime i hear the word love i feel your heart beat inside of mine..time has away of effecting everything. see you start to change ,it happens so slow takeing a hold of a part of you that you diddnt even know excisted before..then by the time you relize it,its too late because its the core of you..every thing is a blurr kinda coming at you in waves,struggling to come back from this place inside,its you i see when i close my eyes...