Deep In a Hole

Broken bones, arthritis, going under the knife I been through a lot of pain on my life But physical pain I can handle it’s almost something I crave To fight the despair inside that I’ll take to my grave To be in such pain is such a small cost To makes me forget that I am so lost I know that there is no life after death And everything ends with my last breath Suicide calls to me with a spellbinding sound I fight to ignore it but I’m losing ground I frequently stare at nothing to see Not thinking of nothing not even me Been to some docs, got some advice and a pill But nothing works and all I got is a bill But I’ll see how long I can keep my life going And keep my desolation from showing Until I feel that i’ve done my best And that’s when I will finally rest