Decision of Deciding

Declining, demanding, yet defying... It scares me to think, every moment of every second of every person's life has a direct link upon the time that's going to happen I see ... I see the future of the minute that just occurred... The moment that could have been cured, It's so close so vivid it stings my head it routes my route .. It's so deep such that the feelings of inadequacy relay on the unknown yet the instantaneously known, so it goes .... So crude It's terrifying it's doubtful it's unbelievably soulful .... My time my place my thought my itch, determined by the immense correlalation of occurrences all infanely sewed together by the needle of decisions. Declining the time deterring the mind fooling it to the disbelief of the actions, the thoughts memories, the moments of deceived decisiveness, ... One tells me deal with it Once upon a time ... I coulg have decided to not carry out a action to lead me to write this poem ... The beauty here is you're also here, why are you here? The decision feeling lead you here ...