Decision of Deciding

Declining, demanding, yet defying...

It scares me to think, every moment of every second of every person's life has a direct link upon the time that's going to happen

I see ...
 I see the future of the minute
 that just occurred...
The moment that could have been cured,
It's so close 
so vivid 
it stings my head 
it routes my route
..
It's so deep such that the feelings of inadequacy relay on the unknown yet the instantaneously known, so it goes .... So crude 

It's terrifying it's doubtful it's unbelievably soulful .... 

   My time
   my place 
   my thought 
   my itch, 
   determined by the 
   immense correlalation of occurrences 
   all infanely sewed together by
   the needle of decisions.

Declining the time
 deterring the mind
 fooling it to the disbelief of 
the actions,
the thoughts memories, the 
moments of deceived decisiveness, ...

One tells me deal with it 
Once upon a time ... I coulg have decided to not carry out a action to lead me to write this poem ...

The beauty here is you're also here, why are you here? The decision feeling lead you here ...
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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August 30, 2018 at 1:43 PM
Often publishing our feelings for the whole world to see is frightening. But when those words are shared with like minded people, well, it is much easier to deal with. Nicely done
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