Deception

So many scars lay upon me... The scars no one will ever see. They are mine to keep. Wondering how long they will linger, will it be forever, or just go away with the snap of my finger? The void I feel won't seem to fade. It cuts through my heart, like a dull blade. Bleeding from the inside out, my screams aren't heard, I need to be released, my happiness is only a tease, letting go...every inch of you, to keep my sanity... it's something I must do, even when my cries are so blue. Looking to the heavens for advice, some clearance to help me heal, the hurt in my chest I can't bare to feel, You took my love and my heart...what a steal! All the lies and deception... I should have known, You were the dog...and me the bone. Will my broken soul ever be the same? Or will my world constantly be filled with flooded rain? When the drops fall, my heart and soul will they remain in a cage, or will happiness come with the turn of a page?