Death Row
welcome to my finale of my fears
I told you the voices started to make me feel safe and sound
They made everything seem so clear
Sometime though I feel like I am on a never ending merry go round
My nightmares have never felt more like a blessing
Breaking lies and walls ,as I take breathe an dive in deep
Haunting the ways my skins crawls as I keep guessing
Why I feel so scared to get so good sleep
My eyes wide open you strap down to keep me sain
Changing my mind or thoughts don't come easy
Damaged as I am all I wish I could just disappear
As I tell you this all you say
expect this and that I can't be fixed
You says I have the right feared
The voices try to start to playing tricks
Pushing harder to come through they get stronger
I thought I could beat the illusion inside my head
As I ask why do you want to the find the worst in me
I am talking to the monster as it try to seep through I try to stop it dead
As monster and voices run wild and free inside of me
I let them go so I can try and break free and flee
But I realized I can never win as I tell you I realized what I done now I can welcome my death
My worst fear right in front of my eyes
You tell it will be all over as you put the posion in my vein
Monster scream, the voices fade as my eyes closed
I now welcome and gacefully finally start my last ......
Time of death >/b>
Copyright © Heather Hans | Year Posted 2019
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