Death Row

welcome to my finale of my fears I told you the voices started to make me feel safe and sound They made everything seem so clear Sometime though I feel like I am on a never ending merry go round My nightmares have never felt more like a blessing Breaking lies and walls ,as I take breathe an dive in deep Haunting the ways my skins crawls as I keep guessing Why I feel so scared to get so good sleep My eyes wide open you strap down to keep me sain Changing my mind or thoughts don't come easy Damaged as I am all I wish I could just disappear As I tell you this all you say expect this and that I can't be fixed You says I have the right feared The voices try to start to playing tricks Pushing harder to come through they get stronger I thought I could beat the illusion inside my head As I ask why do you want to the find the worst in me I am talking to the monster as it try to seep through I try to stop it dead As monster and voices run wild and free inside of me I let them go so I can try and break free and flee But I realized I can never win as I tell you I realized what I done now I can welcome my death My worst fear right in front of my eyes You tell it will be all over as you put the posion in my vein Monster scream, the voices fade as my eyes closed I now welcome and gacefully finally start my last ...... Time of death >/b>