Dear Ron Part 1 Written October 10th 2012

You Call Me a Little Girl, &&" Not Just Because of My Height So iDoubt You Understand, Just How Long I've been in Fright. iKnow You Think I'm Rude, but There's a Reason to What iDo, It Keeps Away the Hurt &&" Pain in this World That is So Cruel. Everyone I've Let Inside My Barrier Has Pretty Muchh Broke Me Down, Somehow, Someway... So the ONLY one that Resides within me is My Dad, He Makes it All Okay. I'm Shy Because I'm Fragile, Cautious, &&" Afraid. If iHad a $1 for Every Wound on this Body, Best Believe I'd be Getting Paidd. iUsed to be Worst because iWalked Around with Hate, But I've Changed for the Good, Before it Was too late. You Make Me Wanna Cry because I'm Such a Horrible Friend You Keep Putting Out Your Hand, iDont want it... iPretend. The Truth is, Everyone Needs to Feel Loved, So Everyone Needs a Friend. iDon't Have Any Anymore Because iDont Want to Depend... On Someone who Can Break Me So Quick &&" Leave Me So Fast. But Slowly I'm Moving on, Letting Go of my Seemingly Dark &&" Lonely Past. The Only Reason iTell You This is Because, Well... IDK... But Promise not to Hurt Me &&" iMight Let Our Relationship Grow. iDon't Trust Easily, &&" Im Quick to Run Away, So Please Be Okay if One Day iDecide not to Stay. I'm Known for jumping into one's life, leave, then into another. iFade Away with No Warning, an Explanation? Why Bother?? iDecided I'll Date Again, Just Not Right Now, &&" iDo Want a Family So iWon't Throw in the Towel. But iDont See Myself Settling Down Early in Life, iHave to know for assurity iCan Sustain with Limited Strife. So Maybe by the Time iGet my Master's I'll be a Wonderful Woman With No More Fear of Once Again Being Broken. Successful, Independent, Selfless, &&" Wise... The Woman iWant to Be in My Father's Eyes. You Say I'm Beautiful, but iSay I'm Not. For me, Sweet Words Can No Longer Be Bought. What Does Love Mean to You? I'd Like to Know... It Seems Nobody knows, no Matter How Far they Go. iHope this Explains why iMay Seem so Distant. iLike Your Attitude, You're very Persistent. But Don't Get Bored Yet, Cuz there's Another Side to See... The Lovely but weirdo Side of Me...