Dead Love

I tried The same reason I cried, I died inside. Imagine the life I live without feeling, I feel the emptiness. You filled me up, drew a smile in my heart though you never loved me, No we never loved each other, we just got complicated together. The space between mind and soul u filled it up wrestling with the pain that was left by the same one I’m running back to. He tore me left for you to mend it, you did it, I let you. You did me, I loved it. We did us, and lost it. I’m here for you, she’s there too. You made me happy, put me together, showed me the passion a woman could kill for. I died for. When I hear your name it warms me, your face blesses me. The way you laugh, the gap between your teeth, the confidence in your step, The look in your eyes that strips me compliments and pleases me. I see forever in your eyes, no secrets, no lies, unbreakable ties. Forever together, without me. I tried The same reason I lied, I hide inside. I am not enough to hold you down; the stray in you defeats my power. A majestic aura of supremacy you bring with you as I let you take over my weaknesses I want to hold your hand, let go and hang onto your heart, slip and fall deep in your love, dive and drown into your soul... How do I begin to imagine the loneliness of not having u with me? If I could call u my forever I would, but right now I can never but only ever wish.