Dead End of a Marriage

You know both of us never wanted this, our lives now are anything but bliss. I can't wake up in the morning feeling joy, instead I feel like I'm a broken toy, Never to be repaired and set in a box, and not knowing how to undo the locks. Locks that you've set up in your heart, and yet I wonder if they were there from the start. Pleaded my case, mind and heart to you my dear wife, feeling that I have no choices in my life. If you want everything to end then just say it, and I will end my devotion although hard to admit. I still imagine waking up to you by my side, you know you can't sit back and say I didn't try. We're both at the dead end of a marriage. I've tried everything I know to try and win back your trust and love, seems like the future of our lives is determined by the almighty up above.