Dead and Gone

Shattered, broken...Gone, Just disappeared into mid-air! Now I start to feel alone, Telling everybody that it's not fair, Holding a grudge against everyone I know, Because that one person had to go, Knowing I’m growing too old to cry, Not a kid anymore and someone died, I can't cry everyday like I want too, But that person’s death sticks to my heart like glue, It hurts badly; don't know what to do now, I have not a clue if I am angry or sad, It's these tests, tribulations and trails, Why does everything have to happen to me? These things are nothing that I want to see, Family, loved ones, why is life in such fast motion, I never asked for such destruction, I want to grieve but my mind is telling me no, My eyes, my body keeps telling me yes, I just wish the pain in my heart would go, Because right now there is more than destruction... My life is scattered everything seems to be a mess, I want nothing more, but something less, Like a best man, right hand man, Just a real true friend, Or a shoulder to cry on... Because I can't take back what’s already gone.