Daughter

Once I had a daughter
so beautiful
so fair
eyes that danced like firelight,
long beautiful chestnut hair

I miss her in the quiet, I miss her in the car
I miss her chattering questions, her hugs, her scent, her star.
Cheated badly out of mother daughter now I step away
as she gives her life to addiction
the only one she loves.

Many years had to pass before I could tell her no:
thousands  spent on hospitals, halfway houses, hospitals, doctors, rehab
foolish thousands that she winked out of me

A hard lesson to learn, when to give up and let go
And I let her go.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2014

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Allison Avatar
December 19, 2014 at 7:01 PM
oh so so so sad when you are dealing with any kind of addiction but sometime you just cannot help that person:-( my heart goes out to anyone in this situation:-( Hugs Jan x
Browne Avatar
January 20, 2015 at 1:29 PM
Thank you Jan, so much.
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