Dark Passage of Guilt

As I woke up in the night I felt a whisper plainly light It won my urgency and might and left this stricken heart afire. 'Twas then I recalled amongst the ashes a tragedy of placid acid my conscience stained in moonlit blood beyond these thoughts, just slits and gashes Once more, to still this beating heart I tried to nod and play my part But it seemed my role was far ambitious my guilt led me to emptier dark In emptiness I started praying believing He would be forthswaying, maybe, even turn these drapings into sympathy delaying It seems the source of my DUE misery was of a transformation of my making the downfall plotted against my taking the brother a thorn of mayhem I grinded his bones and shod my feet until next lifetime I'll retreat Until next night-time I'll believe the lies I fed my soul to sleep I heard the whisper, ever certain A gentle tap, a jilted stirring Except I now know the referral that taunts and spoils my peace, eternal It felt so real, a blattant lie, Those swirling colours that painted my mind, of fictional characters beyond this light, just dreams illusions and deep rewinds. And as the night faded away So to the whispers dared play. Into the silence, I stared ablaze Afraid next nighttime's slumber scare.