Cycle of Life

You Know the cycle of life is so strange I ask myself all that I have done and plan on doing Is it truly worth it only to die in the end With so many religions who is to say which one is the 1 Is there really a heaven or hell All I know is that I feel I am a creature of God's most highest creations All my life I never really had friends Yet people would flock to me Even though I was always there to or give advise I still choose to stay away from social gathernigs I really don't talk to anyone outside my family and co-workers Yet no matter what I awlays seem to have this feeling that I am a choosen vessel from God I'm so afraid of sining because I do want to go to this place they call "heaven". Plus I want to make sure the ones I love go. That's just the type of perspn that I am Yes I do admit that I am willing to give a person a few chances In the end however I will get the last word I dont mean that in a negative Well I guess I do Anyways I love those that respect me So what's new with me Well I'm in love This time it's a mature love It feels strong and stern within my heart This gentleman means well I love him but it's the unkown that is killing me I believe he is afraid of commitment because of what has happened in his past relationships I believe of these past situations there is a wall built up around his heart and mind. So is he who I really want to be wiith Well let's start from the starting line All gentlemen what can I say When I saw him enter the room I had to fight my curious side from peeking a glance. Honestly the first thing I thouhgt was OMG he is so beautiful He's lips so juicy Oh how I'd like to suck the breath out of him His body was tall and trim I knew right away that he was Italian His spoke so fluent and suave Intelligence was a blessing he was not afraid to show with confidents Yet humble and soft in tone It's just something about he's true soul and heart He is a man that has been shot down by many Yet he rose to the challange and overcome all the obstacles put in his way You know why I believe he and I were meant to be... For several reasons.. #1 96.899% of the time he is relaxed state and positive in spirit #2 He can show he's weakest side in front of me I don't think anyone can sstisfy him the way that I can Someone I am always looking forward to see Love is beautiful thing when two people can add to one another