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Curious Integrity

I find it easier
and, admittedly, more fun
to climb through tough terrain,
piles of leaves,
loose rocks,
debris,

If
and when
my goal is not to push sweaty through
by force of independently superior will,

But
to dance
with EarthTribe's diverse
and miraculous co-creations,
sometimes feeling monstrous,

While marching
up our co-arising
complexly gorgeous,

Some might say "athletic"
hill.

And, when more still,
too quiet to dance,
advance,
transport myself
from points A
through fully alphabetized Z

I sit with members
of my inter-connecting choir
to sing my feeling solo
inside dialogues
and depressingly competitive debates

Rituals of stuck
in ambiguous refrains
and angry rounds
of songs I've come to care for
yet fear to unload out loud

Taking turns
to catch up
and on
and on
without permitting any advice
ever
regardless of how unilaterally wise,

Nor even comment
before this circling non-dialogue
completes our time allotted
for this therapeutic day
of deeply listening monologue.

And then my dance
begins inside
as sung by curiosity.

Open ended,
round and full of comprehensive stretches
across all open intersectional space
and sufficient 
efficient
inter-connected time
to rhyme our stories
sung in resonance

Of universal therapy
for re-uniting trauma
memory.

But curiosity
does not predict
responses right
and wrong
or either serenely left
in peace
or right redly fight.

Curiosity draws
me out toward undiscovered
yet unfelt recovered
from full felt resonance

Reconfirming choirs of angels
singing Earth's therapeutic climates 
of bravely danced
resilience.

Copyright © Gerald Dillenbeck | Year Posted 2022

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