Crying With the Winds

You'll be disappointed to know that I tried not to cry but failed. When your voice on the phone faded away I missed you even more and remembered being pinned down and covered by your loveliness only one week before. The warm feel of you on my chest, stomach and back enveloped my heart and soul in the most loving and caring way that I can't help wanting you here again right now. I'd almost fallen asleep when the winds began howling outside and I did a little crying on the inside. I so wanted to be pinned down by you decades ago, only to find out that our love was real all along and my heart aches now wanting to beat next to yours. Our hearts will be one on one again and we'll be very thankful on that day and others to follow. Until then we'll talk and text and soon I'll happily hug you again and let you pin me down in your loving embrace while I stare into your lovely face. I'll try not to cry with these winds for much longer, but will instead pray to see you in my dreams and trust in God that you'll be okay.