Crying

Tears free falling down my face crying can't stop What's wrong me?depression,paranoid,anxiety This thing that consumes my very existence Why are people staring at me? Am i being D E L U S I O N A L ? P A R A N O I D ? Would someone please tell me what is AMD? AFFECTIVE MOOD DISORDER? is this thing real? Help Me I feel trapped like the old me as disappeared Will she ever return? crying seems to help What is wrong with crying no one wants to see you cry but why not? is too depressing for you? Crying always helps,see the tears free falling down my face.