Cry

I feel the cold black wet tear running down my cheek, as the wind blows it feels colder and colder. Its lonely. I'm not sure I'm awake? as the feeling inside me feels like a cold sea breaze touching me scin tonight. Am I losing my mind again? I cant breath. I try but its as though I swallowed my cigarette smoke, burning inside my throat. I have always felt as though I'm in control of my mind ,my soul. Till you came along. I was quenched by your love but unfortunately I was left out in the cold. To starve on my own. I will stay down on my knees till I see the light again. I know it will get better I know I will be saved once again