Crowds

Crowds surround my mind
I cant hear at times for crowds
Surround my day and night
My thinking process is off
My brain waves are crowded
Crowds are invading my time
My life, my mind
How you doing 
Man that's a big crowd
I better control my own crowds
Yet it's all in my head 
I'm just a 
Born Schizophrenic waiting to be diagnosed
Why wait this long
It's my crowds in my head
Upon crowds to do daily things 
Now I gotta walk through crowds
When already the crowds exist in my head
These crowds have more than my crowds
Voices of crowds in my head
Crowds of people you pass daily
Crowds of crowds just keep growing 
They wait for my movement
These crowds 
Just waiting
Crowds are getting bigger and bigger
I'm not even diagnosed 
Is it gonna get better?
These crowds upon crowds within crowds
I'm crowded 
I should change my name to Queen Crowded
who got more crowds than in my head 
then again there just
crowds on a daily day
I have to maintain
Even at night
I still have to maintain
But then again im insane
Or could I be sane
These crowds 
Won't ever go away
These Crowds
They wait and wont go away
these crowds
my biggest fans
or is it all in my head?

Copyright © April Ladawn Belin | Year Posted 2020

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