Crippling Darkness

A summer night in an autumn's room My fingers shaking, my heart's constant boom My eyes are closed but i'm not asleep The fan on high is the only faint squeak Repetition makes a fool out of me (Change the game to live happily) Prayer offered fervently upon shaking knees The shadows descend from outside trees Hypocrisy, shame: the names of my game My misery, my reality needs no such fame Repitition makes a fool out of me (I'm changing the game, so I can see)