Crawling Out of My Skin

There’s a panic breeding inside of me, uneasiness spreading like wildfire.
I don’t know who I am anymore, that’s because everyone else is a liar.

I feel like I’ve been picked up from nowhere and dropped into this pathetic girls 
life.
I really don’t know how she does it, there’s so much pain here it cuts like a knife.
 
I feel an urgency pressing down on me, like the reflex of fight or flight,
But this time I choose to do neither, like a deer in the road in the light.

Because I'm only here on the outside; the clothing, the hair, and the skin.
I couldn't tell you where anything else is, there’s just a vast emptiness in.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2006

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Kendrick Avatar
February 7, 2011 at 4:17 PM
I can feel your pain here..This is very expressive and creative work..I hope just a topic and not your life..Thanks for stopping by and commenting on my work..Sara
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