Cravings

I need booze to sleep I’m drowning deep In misery My heart has a serious injury I need pills to feel I need drugs to heal My internal pain I feel like I might relapse again These pills are slowly killing me I need to flee Away from this toxic place I need to be in a safe space To make better choices I’m sick of hearing voices I feel like I’m going crazy My vision is going hazy I love getting ed up I never want to grow up I’m addicted to pain My brain is Getting harder to maintain Addiction is a monster That I can’t tame I have no self control I’m digging myself deeper In this hole I need to drink To cope with my loneliness I’m nothing more than a drunk I’m just a stupid punk Who let’s everyone down I can’t live without the bottle I live with risks Like I’m on full throttle