Courage

Courage, is having to live every second, every minute, every hour, 
One day at a time without my only born child 
Unbidden tears surge from my inner marrow
Rummaging my mind, disarming my armor
Adapting, trying to continue to exist  
Gingerly masquerading my wearisome grief 
Extinguishing my burning embers 

12/15/2016

Always having faith in God
This is what courage means to me




This poem was inspired by a cousin and her only child. He was murdered 7 years ago at the age of 16 in front of his home. Her grief is still like the first time it happen when she held him in her arms while he was dying . I just cannot fathom how she can coup with everyday life.
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Breedt Avatar
December 22, 2016 at 12:54 AM
Heartfelt...
Medders Tobechi Avatar
December 20, 2016 at 10:08 PM
This is heart renting. I know I lost one of my daughters but I thank God I still have the other one with me. I grieve deeply for this woman and you have expressed the magnitude of her grief well by using words like 'marrow and wearisome. Congratulations.
Haight Avatar
December 20, 2016 at 8:31 PM
Oh, Eve, what sadness in this true story and how well you have brought the meaning of courage through your poem inspired by that sadness. Congratulations on your fine podium win! Hugs, Sandra
Sands Avatar
December 20, 2016 at 4:06 PM
This really hit me and I could feel it. Very well done. Congratulations :)
Y. Avatar
December 20, 2016 at 3:49 PM
Hi Eve, You have a penned such a heartfelt write. It pulled at the heartstrings. I must say that I agree, you are a courageous woman. Congratulations on your 2nd place win. It was well deserved: -) Alexis
Smith Avatar
December 20, 2016 at 3:45 PM
To live with such grief...Congratulations Eve.
Hamilton Avatar
December 20, 2016 at 2:42 PM
Wow Eve what a powerful write! So true! Congrats and thanks for sharing!
Nusker Avatar
December 18, 2016 at 10:39 PM
You described courage just perfect. A touching poem.
Roper Avatar
December 18, 2016 at 11:34 PM
Thank you, Afzal, Hugs Eve Merry Christmas and happy holidays
Dietrich Avatar
December 17, 2016 at 7:14 PM
Sorry for the loss of your child, Eve. A very heartfelt poem. Yes, dear, you have courage.
Roper Avatar
December 17, 2016 at 8:00 PM
Not mine, Andrea, my cousin if you check my facebook page and look for Lori Ceballos she is the one with so much pain.. the photo's of the Christmas ornaments on the fence that is her home he was murdered across the street in front of her home.
Green Avatar
December 16, 2016 at 8:20 AM
So deeply sad Eve. This one breaks my heart.
Roper Avatar
December 16, 2016 at 7:24 PM
It is very heartbreaking,Chris. It is still very hard to talk to her because of her strong grief.
Wolf Avatar
December 16, 2016 at 2:30 AM
So so sad! I'm speechless!
Roper Avatar
December 16, 2016 at 7:25 PM
Hello, Rick, I myself is still speechless.
Daniel Avatar
December 16, 2016 at 12:42 AM
Oh, this is really sad and sure needs courage, Eve:) truly unfathomable pain:( that last line proves the courage of faith:)
Roper Avatar
December 16, 2016 at 7:28 PM
Thank you, Jo, she has been working as a secretary in a hospital for over 30 years so it keeps her very busy. But they are very supportive to her..
Dalei Avatar
December 15, 2016 at 9:57 PM
Very sad & deep write. I can listen the voice of ur soul. God bless ur cousin. At this moment courage is real strength. I pray god to be kind with ur cousin so that he can pursue a better life ahead with courage............//hugs.
Roper Avatar
December 16, 2016 at 7:40 PM
Thank you, Manmath, for your prayers.. Hugs Eve
Rodrigues Avatar
December 15, 2016 at 8:38 PM
The loss of a child is, I think, beyond description. I've known some. They grieve often and through the years. Their courage can lead to reward of shouldering another's pain, honoring son or daughter with another's.
Roper Avatar
December 16, 2016 at 7:32 PM
This random act was senseless, 15 year old girl, her brother of 17, and her boyfriend 19 year old kids just out for the fun of it and just shot him. She went to school the next day bragging about the incident that is how they were caught.
Rodrigues Avatar
December 16, 2016 at 9:30 AM
One friend lost 5year old to cancer and my cousin died at 52. These ages make little difference in a mother's heart. But tragic death hurts to the core. So sorry for your loss. A hug for you, my friend. xx
Rodrigues Avatar
December 16, 2016 at 9:30 AM
One friend lost 5year old to cancer and my cousin died at 52. These ages make little difference in a mother's heart. But tragic death hurts to the core. So sorry for your loss. A hug for you, my friend. xx
Roper Avatar
December 15, 2016 at 8:45 PM
Hello, Kim, this was inspired by my cousin and her only child. He was murdered 7 years ago at the age of 16 in front of his home. Her grief is still like the first time it happen when she held him in her arms while he was dieing . I just can not fathom how she can coup. Hugs
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