Could Have Said No

it felt like i was stuck in a place that i coul never come out of. a place ive been before, not a good place either. the feeling of being used. being alone again. she tells me that it wasnt my fault, that they shoulve known better, but i beg to differ. i am old enough to know right from wrong. i knew that running away was wrong, not saying no was wrong too. i am stuck in the past where they pass me around. a little quicky is all they want and then they move me to the next one in line i feel my skin crawling as i can feel the pressure of there bodies against mine why did i freeze? why did i not say no? i walk out of the building, smelling of men that i didnt even know... why didnt i say no?