Contradictions

Contradictions In shadows thoughts lurk, waiting to be found. One idea at a time is all my mind will let out. I am totally built from imperfections; All these flaws and still I write my contradictions. I am at my best when my head is in distress. Still more to say, but I digress, when all is said. I continue to never explain what I mean; I hide my real feelings, as I tell you everything. The man in the mirror can see through me. He used to be happy, but now that is just a bad memory. A hypnotist told me to believe that free will is easy. I have a belief in my lack of faith. I wish I could believe, but this is neither the time nor the place. I need to be loved, but I am scared of the thought. My life has taught me to never ignore a parable. Working hard to relax; All recurring dreams they do pass, Like a breeze of the wind. Never seen, maybe just imagined. Beauty is all around, but there is none to be found, In this jungle of the city. She is so pretty, But I do not have the words or will to speak, Of my vocabulary mastery. (C)2017 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.