Sadie Fox Poet Free verse

Confusion

He kissed me and he held me
and I was just really confused. 
I lied to him and said I love you
He looked in my eyes and said I love you too
What do I do?
What did I just do?
I am so confused
emotions running through my head
thoughts of the things we have done and said
am I an idiot?
I am an idiot 
do I love him or do I not?
I don't know
do I even know the real feeling of true love?
I guess not or I would have this figured out 
I would have used this strong word more wisely
And not have put him in the path of confusion
confusion and heartbreak 
of me and my emotions that I obviously don’t even understand 
and I still have yet to even figure out who I am 
Should I break his heart now and tell him that I lied 
or should I stay with him
and try to figure out this emotion I have toward him
Do I love him like I said I do 
or do i love him like I love my best friend or my brother 
I have a lot of thinking to do about myself 
and about him

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