Confusion

I am completely confused, beyond my words, I am interested in this girl that changes my world, Change is something I fear but today all is unfurled, But what do I do when I choose to change the world? Relationships for me have never been so easy in past, More than half of my relationships never seem to last, I work too hard and try too hard to pass, Then I fall as if forever, right on my ass. Seeing her in class, she seems not mizzy, Yet all the time I try, she comes off as busy, All this confusion is making me feel so dizzy, So what do I do to change this rampant tizzy. That is enough, with this confusion I am done, All these questions are weighing me down by a ton, Pass me my book before the night has victoriously won, I'd rather move on from this confusion and just start having fun.