Confused

for once i wanta  look at myself 
and say im proud of what ive done with myself
but yet i cant ive done horrible thing to  where i am
for once i wanta say im happy, enjoying my new life...
but i cant i thought being away from my parent, away from home,
being with guy who cares for me and does everything to make sure im happy
and yet im so depressed 
i cant seem to find that missing piece of my life 
that piece to make me happy 
if its not a guy, drugs, not work than what could it be that im missing

please help me
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

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June 16, 2016 at 2:09 PM
A deep write...jojo...skat
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March 21, 2009 at 3:55 PM
I think you are missing your parents, Jojo. Thank you for sharing your journey with us. I hope you feel better. Love, Carolyn
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