Confessional

By Kevin Robey 
September 19, 2014

Casualties are memories
Of all the things I'll never be 
Make way for rainy day delays
Release the floods upon the bay

I'm moving on from idle dreams 
I played away my self esteem
We found the haze of make believe 
Too good a ruse for you to leave 

Am I too blind to make it clear
Or just too tired to make it here?
I'll answer you just for today
Tomorrow comes another way

Yes I'm trans, you know it's true
I never could get through to you
So let me state the reasoning 
You may not see me wear a ring 

I hate these words, I hate their light
For every smile,  I cry at night
Still Making up for what I've lost
Won't stop to think about the cost

No better reason why
This bed in which I lie
Until the day I die
Until the day I die...
Copyright © | Year Posted 2014


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Date: 9/20/2014 12:33:00 PM
the moral of the poems should be ...'be proud of who you are and live YOUR life YOUR way - we only get one chance at life make it happy for YOU':-) Hugs jan xxx
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Date: 9/20/2014 11:34:00 AM
Immensely touching display of daring. technique is brilliant. These lines have added another dimension: "No better reason why This bed in which I lie Until the day I die Until the day I die..." Love Kevin.
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Laura Dee
Date: 9/20/2014 11:50:00 AM
I'm so touched! Thank you for the very kind words. It means the world to me
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