Completely Decay

Crazed and disoriented, I cry to my speed-bumped heart
Hoping my brain will be aware enough to sense its ache
I breathe in and out strategically, feeling little comfort
Nothing pains me more than to have nothing to do. . .

Pouring deceit, I envelope my body in its substitute
I close my eyes and see strange pictures that never were
Manipulated in the darkness of lies I breach on sands
Of clamping clams and rocks, cutting through my logic

Veiled from the reality, I smile to speed your coming
But I fumble through the roads longing for your smooth trail
Only discerning a speed-bumped, sorrowful heart fail
And nothing can substitute the waste and darkness of truth

I will never be quite the same as before, but nor shall you
I will always be the one you abhor no matter how true
The road has ended sickly where my brain has backfired
The manipulation of our lives is bound to completely…decay
Copyright © | Year Posted 2012

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Kilmer Avatar
January 26, 2014 at 12:12 AM
Love this one. The last line slays me. Lost but soon to be found. ~Kilmwe
Rozario Avatar
October 16, 2012 at 8:55 AM
Very nice...I love the last stanza and also the title. Wonderful write indeed, enjoyed!!!
Johnson Avatar
October 15, 2012 at 2:26 AM
on the loose n forced to choose, which side of torment to bemuse, the gander might get his goose, bu solo i am flying? no not afraid of dying, just footloose, i aint denying, two thoughts together vieing... re:"Completely Decay" Laura Breidenthal Don Johnson
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